Despair..

Something was wrong yesterday..

Something was wrong in my dreams..

I can felt the pain inside on my mind..

Pain in my heart bleeding through..

I felt despair when i looked the way who you are at present.

I'm always thought that something worth to waiting for..

I started realize, i made a mistake..

I'm deeply despair.. 
I have been considered so long, i have a decision..

Abandon all the wishes and hopes..

That's what i'm asking right now..

It is to be regretted..