So close yet so far..

A life goes by and been throught a lot of setback..

So close together when i'm with you, i'm feeling alive..

A romantic dreams still continuous without non-stop in my mind..

But now forever i knew..

Nothing can be everlasting..

We are so far away to reaching the happy ending..

Its tearing me apart..

So, Good Bye..

Despair..

Something was wrong yesterday..

Something was wrong in my dreams..

I can felt the pain inside on my mind..

Pain in my heart bleeding through..

I felt despair when i looked the way who you are at present.

I'm always thought that something worth to waiting for..

I started realize, i made a mistake..

I'm deeply despair.. 
I have been considered so long, i have a decision..

Abandon all the wishes and hopes..

That's what i'm asking right now..

It is to be regretted..